literally tapping myself on the head and saying “coherency!” 

flagahgjhrghrgrh this isn’t a review or anything so move along if you’re expecting a critique because THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU’RE LOOKING FOR DUDE.

so this is the fourth time i’ve seen p. wolf now (sheffield city hall, sheffield leadmill, manchester academy 2) and i was like “so i’ll just chill and get a drink and hang at the back and soak it aaaall up” but i left the house early by accident and got there before the support (cocknbullkid who was fucking BRILLIANT) and ended up like two people away from the front with a pint of coke and fruit ninja like “oh okay”. 

and i was stood next to these adorable guys who were literally a-flutter and i was just like b’awwww, SO ANYWAY patrick came on and aaahhhh i love him so much, precious pea! it’s hilarious that he can roll around the stage and throw himself around and be so dramatic and crazy and as soon as the song ends he’s all “thanks!” like he’s genuinely shocked that people actually love him. and he just chats away like a little sweetmeat all “okay i’ll fuck up for you now!” and just talking about his songs like they’re his babies and ugh ugh perfect boy never change~*~ i get so many mother hen feelings until he picks up a violin and then i’m like COME TO MAMA because violins i stg hottest instrument.

A N Y W A Y everything is beautiful and nothing hurts etc etc AND THEN he decided it would be a good idea to not only come up to the barrier to allow himself to be royally groped but to actually climb INTO THE CROWD and walk around. and it’s hilarious because he’s about a head and shoulders taller than everyone else oh god so cuuuuute and he was miles away from me and i was just like “lol silly” and then he got closer and closer and then he grabbed one of the boys i was stood with and kissed his hand and pulled him in for a hug and by then my eyes were literally heart-shaped and he must have noticed my GIANT GRIN because he grabbed me with his other arm and i was smushed up against his lovely sequined chest

which

just

i cannot literally explain how much this person and his music mean to me (WOW WAY TO GET SERIOUS) because when i ~discovered~ him i didn’t really have a music taste, i just drifted around ~popular music and flaaaargh i was really in-between ~identities and i just felt a bit listless and then i found patrick and bought everything he’d ever recorded (two albums at that point, bless) and i’ve honestly not stopped listening to him since. 100% adoration and true love FOR LIFE so getting hugged by him was like….. fucking huge for me okay

then he got back onstage and ended with !!!!!THE CITY!!!!! which ugh fucking happiest feel good song in the world and he was like “this is our last song!!!” so in true patrick fashion he made it go on for hours and hours and he/we sang the last part literally 5/6 times and it’s my FAVOURITE and everyone was belting it and ugh ugh ugh NOT ABOUT THE DEBTS YOU MADE, THE CAR WE NEVER HAD, THE HOUSE WE NEVER OWNED, DARLING DON’T LOOK SO SAD, IT’S ABOUT THAT DAY WE KISSED, UP BY NIAGRA FALLS, IT’S ABOUT THE KEYS, THE KEYS, THE KEYS TO MY HEART YOU HOOOOLLLLDDDD it was beautiful ugh viva pwolf

then i came home and i was making a cuppa in the kitchen with jess and i explained that he got in the crowd and hugged me and then i literally started sobbing

like i was weeping openly into my hands in the middle of the kitchen 

it was beautiful  

[edit: he was wearing his engagement ring (stalker level up here okay) and i nearly threw up i was so full of happy]